so many things, so packed :(

calendar for my 2 weeks of holiday break.

18-19th Dec- Away in Batam with family

20th Dec- yf camp games dry run + sewing of Grandma's apron present

21-24th Dec- Away in Malaysia with family

24th Dec night- Christmas eve service & dinner

25th Dec- celebrate Mum's birthday + read a book for LR + yf camp prep

26th- 29th Dec- Youth camp

30th- 1 Jan- Leaders Retreat

and then school startsssssssssss

i really feel very bad when my friends ask me for their christmas card when they gave me one :( cause this Christmas i didnt buy/make any presents & write any cards SIGHS MAX. im sorry guys! im really sorry also for short changing my friends the past few months. time really is so tight & i really barely have sufficient time to rest which makes me feel so easily tired= getting older. 

i know that you hate my busy schedule. i know that you're unhappy whenever im taking up so much work. But i really want to do it in service to God. im sorry for making you worry! i wish i had more time as well. maybe i should try wearing 2 watches on my hand to get 48hrs per day?