Meshell.
Design. Ultimate.
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Everything I am for Your kingdom’s cause.
Thursday, June 24, 2010 @ 11:51 AM
In line my thoughts to Your plan, my desire to Your will. Help us grasp the height of Your plan for us. A week of self-reflection, a lot of thinking and talking to God :D this leader’s retreat was great not because of the people present but because we worship and prayed much more than having meetings! Throughout this LR there were things that tickled my service and filled me with great enthusiasm-welcome ministry, but there were things that burden my heart too. What stops me from wanting to serve even more? The great desire to want to do more, spend more time in God and investing more time in the youths puts me to shame even as I reflect. I want to live a life that is not in the world but of the world. Looking at the number of assignment submissions drawing near when sch is just about to start and hearing of the news that there will be 5 trg per week on ultimate really bothers my heart. When will I have enough time? What is enough? Many times the thought of giving everything up and just living a life for Jesus is very tempting. But I know there is a purpose placing me in my vocation now and that in this, I can still live for Jesus and shine for Him. Lord, teach me to follow and submit to Your plans for me. Another issue has been on my mind for a very long time too. Heart-wrenching. Lord I surrender all to You & may You teach me Father teach me. Everything I am for Your kingdom’s cause. Let this be a generation that seeks! :)
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