why why why

why things turned out like that

i really dont know what to do

& i feel like telling someone

but there's no one i can turn to.

someone that understands the whole situation

someone that knows your situation

someone that will listen and not judge

someone that is sensitive enough

someone that is mature enough

someone that is able to keep it within

someone that can at least give you advice

im always stuck in all these sticky & tough situations

only limited people are able to know

yet those who dont know expects me to tell them

those who are not suppose to know kept asking

and when i dont say they are disappointed in me

i dislike to hide things from others

yet i am forced into a situation that im not suppose to leak out

those eyes, those doubts, those judgement and everything that follows

speaking up for you doesnt mean i am on your side

trying to explain for you doesnt mean that i totally agree in what you do

why, why cant people be more understanding

i really dont want people to look at you this way

yet i am not good at explaining

i need advices from people

because i am lousy at giving opinions

why am i so shui bian

if i have been more able to give you opinions and my stand at least i will feel better

and not just listen to you

but not being able to do anything

i know that you always say telling it to me will not help

because i am too easy going

that i always have no opinions for anything

who can i lean on?

thank you Lord that you are the answer to everything

You understands everything

and You are whom i can rely and lean on

i surrender it all up to you