:D

ive fallen really ill last tue. Down with cough, flu, slight fever & headache. it really sucks cause since then ive been feeling really dizzy 24h & constantly having headche. :( on wed i ate like 4 types of fruits leh & before i fell sick ive been eating fruits almost everyday. but i dont know why im not recovering. i tried all kinds of ways, resting, relaxing but all didnt work. what upsets me the most is missing ultimate trgs. because of this i missed wed & sun trg. joel told us that if we miss anymore trg we're gonna be kick out of the team. yes of course im worried and joel is not helping by not replying after i told him about it. :( and since tue ive not being doing any work because of the headache. the feeling really sucks..... every deadline is drawing nearer & im not progressing :(

on sat im really thankful that juju co lead our tag grp tgt with me. i really tried my best to put up a strong front & facilitate but many times i really felt super dizzy & thankfully i had juju to rely on. :) jamie also gave me much support in helping me to raise her voice to ask the youths to gather :) i felt really useless cause i wasnt able to move around a lot, have sudden movements of jumping around etc and i cant even talk louder than the normal volume. i will have *confusion attack* & feel really dizzy whenever i did any of them. :( at night i thought i would be fine and went to meet the other people from bethel & jubilee church. i tried my best to smile & be usual but many times the sudden giddyness comes back. :( but i was glad that we could meet up with these wonderful people & have a mini celebration for yunyun :)

on sun i was feeling a little better. but i had v bad headache after walking back from lunch under the scorching sun. i tried to do a little work before mtg jo they all but cmi. my nose was super pain & blocked tgt with terrible headache. so i decided to call jo & tell them i could only meet them another day & i went to sleep in the chapel while amelia they all are doing their work. but totally didnt expect jolyn, jiahui & wanyi to come to my church to find me! :) gan dong daoooooooooooo i almost fainted. hahahahahs. they went to my house with grapes & my fav tomatoes wanted to surprise me but realise i wasnt in so they went all the way to my church. i was really super touched... when they came, they not only brought laughter, joy but they also chase away my headache! :D quoted from jiahui "you all are my panadols" hahhahas. after they left the pain came back =.= but at least it wasnt so bad. and cause it was only slightly pain, i was able to prepare for my presentation the next day! praise the Lord :D

for our presentation today, we thought we did super ultra bad cause everyone was shooting us w many questions that many of them were irrelevant & hard to answer. but our teacher told us we were the best team, did really well & is above satisfactory! woohooo, really all for His glory :D and we stayed back to give jean a mini birthday surprise. BLESSED 19TH BIRTHDAY JEAN AH NET! :D again, the irritating headache came back & i felt dizzy & felt like puking :( tham sohhan & goh jiayi were crazy! they were ultra sweet & i am really very touched. :) both of them who stays in jurong east took mrt & squeeze all the way back in the stuffy & smelly triain to pasir ris w me just to ensure i was safe & alright. aiyoooooooo they took 45min train to pasir ris & another 51min train back to jurong. they are really v sweeeeeeet.

i was actually quite upsetw myself because i wasnt able to do stuff & felt really useless whole day dizzy. hahas. but now im really v encourage by the things you girls do & i promise i will recover & be back to my usual self so that you all wont be worried for me! :D