i really dont like my stomach! ): the past few days, i keep on feel like vomiting. no appetite. i can feel super hungry yet super full when eating throughout a meal. i guess its my fault. hahas. i normally would have my meals at 10plus almost everyday after playing frisbee and normally i dont feel like eating after playing sports thus i'll just drink a cup of largest big gulp as my dinner. its not that im on diet or anything (cause food is my fav! hahas) but i just dont feel like eating. its cause of these uncomfortable feeling throughout the day that dampens my mood. plus i had sore throat & felt feverish. i feel really bad that im more irritable the past few days and more down, causing me not to have any mood. thanks all those who patiently stood by me (: i shall try to eat regular meals now. 

i feel that im not who i am anymore. i've lost it & i dont feel the same. what have i lost interest in? is it good or bad?

recently many things have happened to the people around me but i thank you God that You are always with me & all my worries could be cast upon you (: im always easily affected about others about their problems. and now im susper siannnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. i know its not a good thing but many a times i feel really helpless & all i can do is to pray (;

it totally sucks when you just cant do it & get it right. its drawing near & i still suck at it, sighs.

this song is for those who is struggling and specifically my dear jolyn (: