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my heart was left in ban on..
Tuesday, March 24, 2009 @ 1:45 AM
waking up in the morning today seems different. everything changes.. i miss the rooster waking me up at 4 am in the morning.. i miss the cow's bell that gave me weird dreams.. i miss the cow & piglet peeping at me brushing teeth.. i miss brushing teeth with wei en, eunice & jan.. i miss aunty linda washing my hair.. i miss awoken by ju humming songs & singing with her through the winey road.. i miss sitting at the back of the lorry with everyone.. i miss the wind that made me real thristy.. i miss the food that was made of love.. i miss sab showing love to aunty Gek Luan.. i miss the fellowship with the Ban On youths.. i miss the worship & devotion we had together.. i miss the wooden shelter than we lived in.. i miss the buckets & pails in the toilets.. i miss hearing uncle richard laugh & sing songs that entertained us.. i miss hearing Dickeon william's stories.. i miss singing thai song with eunice.. i miss dumping everything into yuan's bag.. i miss the cold cold whether that gives mist when we talk.. i miss the na rak children.. i miss distrubing the others in thai.. i miss jan's drama expression.. i miss talking to the lovely animals.. i miss learning thai with ju & wei en.. most of all, i miss sa wat dii kha-ing eveyone.. Days have flown by real fast there & i soon got use to the lifestyle.. perhaps i'll go there one day not coming back. who knows? hahaahaahahaahs. life there is just so simple & slow :) but for now, i gotta learn my thai well.. God has been great! in this short 7 days, i could see His hands moulding us, like a potter mould its clay. it was really obvious that God has been working in our lives. He always provides, whether we realise it or not. So if you cant see God's providence here, now, today, maybe you should get out of your comfort zone, sheltered area & the world of materialism.. my God is the same God whether are we rich or poor, weak or strong, smart or not so smart. He is never changing now & forever.. limited in our thoughts but He's power is limitless.. phra jiaow ruk khun.. (God loves you) a run sa wat! (good morning) now its 2.20am. hahas. early in the morning! (the rooster would start its alarm system in a few more hours in ban on village) hahahas! i just realise that i got a camp for some club on the 27th- 29th march, which is this fri,sat,sun :( i even silly-ly paid for it on the day of enrollment. oh man.. i wanna go Hai Carnival & church one eh.. in total i wont get to see huiting for 4 weeks, and the rest for 2 weeks! ahhhhhhhhhh. sians pok. |