Meshell.
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stress!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 @ 12:52 AM
everything's rushing like mad & im too far to catch up.. its really superb stressful! seeing my results deteriorating when the major exam is drawing nearer is really ahhhhhhhhh! today got back my math mock exams paper & its a fail. i really dont know what to do. i really feel like giving up hope on my emath & just being satisfied with what i got. i know i'll be able to do better but with what im getting now....nonono no use. with everything rushing forward, O levels, prelims, art submission.. i really feel breathless! i've only got enough time to complete homework & have not started revision yet. i know everyone is in the midst of revision alr but i... today Tariq & i went to see the days left till O levels not including weekends(only days in school). 48 days. how am i gonna make it... she's grasping every single time & min, not wasting really any single second but im here idling the time that i have. though i do try to make use of every time i've got, its still of no use. please its enough.. on sun Aunty Jac was sharing with us that she always do cries whenever exams are drawing nearer due to last min hw & stress. same here, last min! :( why are you always doing things so slow michelle? no matter how much effort ive put in for my art, it still feels as if there's no progess. 2 weeks left and that's all. everything has to be submitted whether done or undone... its all i think about now. dont feel like thinking of other things cause this has occupied the whole of my mind. so i'll say sorry in advance if i'd cause any unhappiness with my lousy mood.. He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, but those who hope in the LORD |